About Me
well im the kind of person that likes calm and serene places,im not into loud crowds, though im a metalhead,i prefer listening to my music surrounded by the quiet.i write poetry but im not the sensitive type at all!!! im a sweet person though when i get pissed im not quite the same person again, so try and get at my good side!!!!!!!!
heres my MSN;tamara.mtl@hotmail.co.uk SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts this my heart, dont wound it even more, but if ull take it, ud have to wash away its blood and pain,thats all i can offer...... SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts let me brake free from thse cutting bonds, for my freedom shall regive to me life, here i dwell in the shadows till the dawn brings me redemption SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts child of the wintry months, bring me some solace to ease my broken heart SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts a rose for the dead,forget the living SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts thats what my baby has done ,taken my soul !!with my heart !! SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts thats where i was, unfortunately i had to come backThe touch of my agony
I have written and thou hark, a soul of tears
Upon a throne of wounded hearts, hear me, believe
The spell of words to bind the ears it did achieve
No more shall the deer leap as my heart pounds and fails
As lashes strike to my blood in fierce fiery flails
The gloom; its cloud has woven and done, just see
The snare is bloodied closing on me……………
The wind shall not bring a cry of pain, for lo!
No voice erupts from mine mouth shackled in silence, blow
Beware beyond unseen walls my voice dies an honourless fall
Down a well of infinity, the endless mansions of the hall
Of heaven is where it’s lost, weave to skies soundless there
A voidic shearing of my mind’s tear.
And now the fountain is gurgling anew, it’s roots thickened
The fear is gone the blight is weakened
Seek no more but toll the bells of the gathering crowd
Though heaven fell, it’s tumult is never so loud
So beyond the gale upon a certain leash, leading wisdom’s fool
Teach it a lesson of how the world aches me cruel
The rains do bless me maybe yet I do bless the sky
Even though I seek the shards of my mind and breathe every sigh
What is the remedy? what is the dawning o those endowed with hearing
Watch the shadows creep, their unwholesome faces leering
Everflow,the spilling is a bliss, bringing relief so sweet
The needy is the thankful and I am counting heaven’s fleet
Diadem me with the flowers of the New Year.
Now sing ,the melody is half a wonder, half a dream
And every time I in horror of this world wail and scream
Into nothingness prolongs, all is stilled, even the walls weep
Their heads bowed ,life is kneeling ,all her essence shall seep
Her hands upon her ears ;eyes closed, down rolls her crown
She’s lost her sovereignty now ,her will is fading down.
My ghosts chase me I seek to flee in dread yet they follow
And my light they sap, balefully shred and swallow
They’ve hung me to a tree and watch me despair
Hurling down bitterness and marring nature’s care
The noose is fatal,slowly dripping colours flood my sight
Striving yet failing,limbs beat the airs in vain might
Lips moving soundless,heart choked and drowning away
Nightingale lend my your wings ,for the light they do slay
Rewind the clock again cast back the stones of the earth
Till now the dust has found more favour and worth
Maybe the fever will take with it my anguish and bless me again
Sing some tales of peace lest some evil befall,o sick heart
Flee and ride the storm!o deer snow white steed! O dappled hart!
And ever on the flow is boundless now!my awe of music is back
My words are as high as ever, in crystal silver and basalt black. SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts yesterday's nightmare and tomorrow's hope, i walk in the forests of the night, but where is my path and where is my road when round the world ive lost my soul ??? SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts this is a truth that cannot be denied: SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts
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Interests
Favorite Music
amon amarth,entwine, xandria,tristania, draconian, virgin black,dark lunacy, necrophobic,mortal loce,,my dying bride estatic fear,lacriimas profundere within temptation,lacrimosa,shamrain,for my pain, tiamat, to/die/for,placebo,Morphia,battelore,northern kings,nightwish,Bittergrace behemoth,negative,limbonic art, leaves eyes,theatre of tragedy,cradle of filth,moonspell, darkwell,on thorns i lay,the sins of thy beloved,rotting christ,impaled nazarene,satyricon,belphegor,baphomets horns,nordic winter,despised icon,impurity,legion of doom,dark throne,celtic circle,hecate enthroned,dissection,malveillance,heathen,the forest of the impaled,draconian,;;;;;;;the list is sooo long Get Your Own Hi5 Scroller Here
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Favorite TV Shows
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Favorite Books
Quo vadis, pride and prejudice, wuthering heights,the lays of beleriand,the lost road,the silmarillion,the unfinished tales, the canterbury tales,pride and prejudice,the lord of the rings,the hobbit,the illiad and the oddesey,celtic myths and legends,the taled of ancient rome,the rise and fall of the roman empire,queen budika queen of the celts, the taled of venerable bede etc SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts Get Your Own Hi5 Scroller Here
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Journal
I've been weeping my soul out and there its lies watching my pain burn my flesh as its light dies where is my refuge from my endless pounding doom for in my heart for more agony thers so more room...
guide me back to hope, guide me back to that peace for then i shall be dead beyond recall,i need release and cold water to wash thre blood and the fire that has consumed my flesh in the devil's attire
im tired,this has been pulling me for so long its tight around my neck and strangling me so strong watch me gasp for life, or come and take my heart inside it shall die and be ripped and torn apart
take my wounded heart, keep it safe with you,but keep it safe,keep it whole and keep its gates shut carry it far and cherish if u would have the will or love because with me it shall maybe has flown to heaven above
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ti chbik ma3adéch t7éb ta7ki ???? !!!!!